Sometimes, tried and true is best.
This month has been interesting thus far, with the experimentation, the highs and lows, and just getting used to my body again. Experimentation has brought my jack off life...back to life. Even with all that, there's nothing like just a normal jack off session - you can't forget, or lose sight of, where you came from.
So, just like Beyoncé released her newest song, "Formation", to remind us that even though she's worth half a billion dollars, she still carries hot sauce in her bag, takes her husband to a common-people restaurant after they enjoy coitus, and cares about civil rights, I had to remind myself that I could just jack off with only my right hand.
So I did.
I lubed up my nipple, and spit in my foreskin - I know that may sound backwards, but it works. After that, I took my cock in my right hand, and gave it a go.
And you know what I learned? I still can.
The porn gifs that have been haunting me all week were barely there - I was able to concentrate on the sensations I was feeling. Let me repeat:
Instead of relying on the mechanisms I had built up over the years to cum, I'm getting to a point where I can rely on the sensations I feel while jacking off to cum.
My nipple just jumped while typing that - maybe it's getting more sensitive. But I didn't need the porn, the excitement, the crazy positions or the toys - just my right hand, some assist from my nipple, and the thought of "it would be hot if someone were licking my balls right now".
There's only a few days left in this month, and I'm curious to see how my body reacts and endures them.