Porn-Free Fap February: Day 2

Maybe this will be harder than I thought.
From: Fleshbot

 Have you ever been somewhere and needed to entertain yourself, but you weren't exactly in a place where you could just pull out your phone and look around on Facebook or Tumblr and do it?

Maybe you were visiting relatives who lived out in the middle of nowhere.

Maybe you were visiting THE LORD at church, and didn't want to be rude in the middle of service.

Maybe you were in jail, and needed to be bailed out.

How did you pass the time? Chances were, you replayed something from the past - your favorite song, album, movie, or concert - over and over again in your head. But, maybe you found it difficult. Sometimes, not having the aural or visual stimulation to recall makes things harder.

That's what me trying to jack off with no porn this morning was like. Not that I was bored the whole time, but trying to recall a porn scene from memory is more difficult than you would think.

One reason for that? I realized I was fast forwarding through to the "good" parts.

"How did that scene with Lisa Ann and Johnny Sins at Brazzers go? Oh that's right. The only part you REALLY watched was when he was fucking her over the kitchen counter."

"What about that scene with Brandon Hawk and Antonio Biaggi? Oh yeah. You only watched the parts where Antonio's balls were slapping into Brandon's ass.

So essentially, the images I had in my head were glorified GIFs. 

And it's hard to replay those in your head for 10-15 minutes straight, lest you go crazy.

What I learned after day 2 is that, on porn, maybe my imagination muscles were weak, and I needed to learn to turn myself on again.

I may not be a master by the end of the month, but I can tell you one thing: I'll probably be able to write a memoir of my sexual experiences just based off my imagination alone.